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I broke my iPad.
Well, I didn't, my little brother smashed it while I wasn't here.
THIS IS WHY I CAN'T HAVE NICE THINGS

Anyway, I draw more with my iPad since it takes a shorter amount of time.
If I actually draw anything with my tablet before my iPad gets fixed it'll be nothing short of a miracle.
Legitimately.

My education is extremely time consuming, since we've just done exams, and we've got a bunch of work to do before the next ones, and it's all just going to Hell.

And don't even get me started on the arguments. I already want to burn like five people. I'VE ONLY BEEN BACK A WEEK.


Anyway, so yeah.
Not a good chance of me drawing for however long it takes to get my iPad fixed.
'Kay? 'Kay.
Hey, don't you hate people who make up shit and don't deserve any pity but they get it anyway?

I do :'D
Won't go into details, but someone knows what I'm talking about.

Don't lie about shit that you've never done just for fake pity from others.
I'm sick of people acting this way.
Stop it.


I will punch you in the face if you do.
Okay, I get that my mental disorders were out of hand before I went back to my education, but it has gotten so much worse, and I've only been back four days.
Exams are causing havoc for me right now, I can't sleep without waking up two hours later from a nightmare (which by that point I'm usually crying) and it has literally gotten to the point where before I sleep, I can't breathe properly due to pains in my lungs from anxiety attacks.

I'm scared of failing my exams again. Last time I got mainly D's and C's, with the exception of two A's and a B. According to my school that is "underneath what I should be achieving."

Telling me I'm a fucking failure just puts way more pressure on me to do well and the whole cycle repeats over and over again.

Oh yeah, that's also why my art is so dark nowadays, because I vent my emotions into my art and I literally have no positive emotions to vent :'D

So here I am, typing on my phone again, struggling to breathe and venting my emotions into a journal.


I know this sounds really sad but I'm not like, depressed or anything. I just have really bad anxiety before exams. Everyone in my family was a success in some way, and I don't want to be the one who brings my family down.

I should probably just sleep now...
Seriously, don't think much of this journal, I just need some way to vent how I feel.
I don't need sympathy or attention.

Seriously. Don't.
[Junk lineart] I'd kill to see you frown~ by xXCutiePieLuvXx
[Junk lineart] I'd kill to see you frown~
Junk lineart I'll finish later.

I drew this while listening to The Ballad of Mona Lisa. Which I'm still listening to. Shhh. I'm meant to be studying.
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I broke my iPad.
Well, I didn't, my little brother smashed it while I wasn't here.
THIS IS WHY I CAN'T HAVE NICE THINGS

Anyway, I draw more with my iPad since it takes a shorter amount of time.
If I actually draw anything with my tablet before my iPad gets fixed it'll be nothing short of a miracle.
Legitimately.

My education is extremely time consuming, since we've just done exams, and we've got a bunch of work to do before the next ones, and it's all just going to Hell.

And don't even get me started on the arguments. I already want to burn like five people. I'VE ONLY BEEN BACK A WEEK.


Anyway, so yeah.
Not a good chance of me drawing for however long it takes to get my iPad fixed.
'Kay? 'Kay.

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Hai! I'm Cutie.
I tend to draw a lot of cartoons, and I'm a fan of the show My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic.
I also love anime, and it's one of my favorite things to draw.

My art is both digital and traditional, and my digital is either drawn with my graphics tablet or my iPod.

Besides drawing, I love to voice act, sing, play instruments and well... be a complete idiot at times. It's just part of who I am really, and I'm proud to be myself.

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Best friends [FromSchoolAndShiz] : LightningFlash26 & StarPop14
Best fake but I wish she was my real sister: WoonaDashie
Best fake Mom: xBlueSkeii
Probably the most annoying fake older brother ever, but eh {You know I don't mean it Onii-chan~ <3} : 8-BitNyx
My favorite Attack on Titan spazzes: AliceCnNya & NightXMoonXDream
The person who can beat me at anything: Crazystarkitty
My spazzy friend who draws WAAAY better than me: Taokou
The one person who actually understands my obsession for Discord: SonicMaster93

I'd be a mess without you guys, I love you all so much <3

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And now for the fan buttons <3
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Musical Bronies Button - WT, MM, LT by NightyArtz
WoodenToaster Button- MLPOC by NightyArtz

























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xBlueSkeii Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2014  Student
me everyday: Joon: Bitch Please Im Fabulous XD
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WolfOfTheShadows1230 Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for following! :D
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xXCutiePieLuvXx Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem! I really like your artwork! ^u^
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WolfOfTheShadows1230 Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks! Yours is great too! ^.^
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Reserfodie Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2014  New member Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav Neko Emoji-42 (Kawaii Moe Smile) [V3] 
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annabug123 Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
elelelelleleleleee so surprize much long time no seez such stalker like XD
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AlexandiraReneeWhite Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2014  Hobbyist Interface Designer
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hi my account was banned so me and my friend are sharing
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xBlueSkeii Featured By Owner Aug 29, 2014  Student
THANK YOU FOR EXISTING, BAE. :iconyuihugplz: <3
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xXCutiePieLuvXx Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
kawaii <3
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